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  • Name: AnnaFromTexas@aim.com
  • Gender: Female
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Books that moved me

Everything by J.K. Rowling and Jane Austen...The Twilight Books by Stephanie Meyer are wonderful...

TV shows I watch

Reality t.v. and old movies on Turner Classic Movies...

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Useless stuff about Moi

I'm happily married...finally getting it right...two sons, (18 and 16). I lost my Momma on August 10, 2007. :::::tear:::::: I can't live without Lord, my husband, my sons, my family, my ipod, my cat, Simba, my iMac, my 2008 Dodge Caravan, and my new Dell laptop.... I have found peace... I'm using Yuku as a place to blog - not to meet people - I can't use myspace for personal issues because my students will see it - I'm in a happy place at the moment - and I love life - if only my Momma were here...

Upcoming events

First day of school on the 25th...FALL IS ON THE WAY - MY FAVORITE TIME OF YEAR!


Lord help me...Momma, pray for me...Blessed Virgin, pray for me...St. Anne, pray for me...Sacred heart of Jesus, have mercy on me...Pope John Paul the Great, pray for me...Sacred Heart of Jesus, Have Mercy on Me.

My blog

  1. My husband...

    08/19/08 14:33:05 | 0 Comments

    ...never ceases to amaze me. He took me to New York, he bought me a new, silver Dodge van, he gave me the most beautiful anniversary rings that he designed himself...and now he surprised me with this new Dell laptop. I have a 24 inch iMac, but I was needing a PC just in case, and he surprised me with this little, sporty blue computer....just for me - things are great - thank you, Jesus!
  2. Today at Daddy's birthday party...

    08/17/08 18:14:17 | 0 Comments

    It was such a nice day...Daddy's birthday party was awesome! I can't believe he's 80 years old. He's doing better - healing from the loss of Momma...all of his surviving brothers and sister were there and BILL GOT MARIACHIS! What a great surprise. It was a wonderful day...there was a BIG orb in one of the pictures Alex took - I bet it was Momma's spirit - it didn't appear in any other picture that was taken in that area...

    Momma, you missed a great party -...
  3. Work...

    08/16/08 09:40:42 | 0 Comments

    ...I'm officially back...summer flew by...
  4. Mom...

    08/10/08 16:40:44 | 0 Comments

    At 6:10 p.m. today, it was one full year since you drifted out of my life...Happy RE-Birthday in Heaven...I miss you!

  5. There was a little girl...

    08/05/08 15:58:20 | 0 Comments

    There was a little girl who came to town. The car she rode in raced northward toward a new town, a new home, a new life. A new life so different from what lay behind...the death of a mother when she was 9 months old. Living with aunts who treated her like a "cienicienta" a Cinderalla...at the age of 5, cleaning the houses of these 3 women...sleeping on a cold wooden floor, in the middle of winter, with only a thin blanket, part to lay on, the other part to cover herself...only her...
  6. Momma, it's been almost a year...

    08/03/08 15:57:06 | 0 Comments

    Mamita, I've tried not to sit here and write this letter to you in Heaven because every time I do, I start crying uncontrollably and I end up making AJ and Alex cry as well. It gets so bad that I can't see the screen through the tears and I can't breath because of the knot in my throat. I remember August 2 so well. I got up that morning and got dressed...I was working that summer program at the downtown UTSA campus. I was in the huge classroom with state of the art technology. I...
  7. Momma...

    07/27/08 15:13:02 | 0 Comments

    Bill called me today - he was crying - we have gotten so close in the past year - he's always been my brother, but since he's the oldest and I'm one of "the little ones" we never had much in common - but, well, we are really close - we can talk about anything - AND NO, it's not your fault he's gay - he is a child of God and God does not make mistakes...he's a good man and he's held the family together since you've been gone. Anyway, he called and was...
  8. Today is my birthday...

    07/25/08 07:29:50 | 0 Comments

    ...and for the first time in 47 years, Momma didn't call me to wish me, "Happy Birthday" at 7:00 a.m. in the morning - she was ALWAYS the first...I miss you so much Momma - I love you...you are forever in my heart...
  9. HELLOOOO DOLLY!!

    07/24/08 13:16:56 | 0 Comments

    WOW!!! WE WERE AT THE COAST WHEN DOLLY HIT!! THIS YEAR WE WENT TO NEW YORK AND STOOD IN HURRICANE FORCE WINDS!!!!YAY!!!
  10. We're...

    07/19/08 18:22:26 | 0 Comments

    ...going to the coast tomorrow - staying until Thursday...my sis and I are sharing a condo - Daddy is going...Momma used to love the beach - it's going to be his first time going without her...he doesn't sound like he wants to go - I know he'll be ok once he's there, but it's so hard thinking of the world without her in it - even the beach. I remember, the day they closed the casket for the last time, I leaned way over until the lid was closed, so that I could catch one last...
  11. I Have Dedicated...

    07/15/08 16:34:56 | 0 Comments

    ...my MySpace to the fallen soldiers of this stupid war!!!!!! I WILL NOT GIVE UP MY SONS, MY STUDENTS, MY NEPHEWS, MY NIECES, TO THIS ASENINE CAUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  12. IT'S OVER!

    07/14/08 19:12:01 | 0 Comments

    Today was the first day I was able to actually sit at this computer for any amount of time - my husband has been fantastic taking care of me - I begged to leave the hospital two days after the op - he's been so wonderful - I'm healing well - a bit sore but the doc says that's to be expected...I'm just glad it's over....
  13. IT'S RAINING!!

    07/04/08 15:22:42 | 0 Comments

    I know a lot of people hate rain, but we were in the middle of a huge drought and - OMG - I love rainy days like this!
  14. MY SISTER!!

    07/04/08 09:53:46 | 0 Comments

    Went to Alaska!!! YAY! I hope she has a great time with her husband - she deserves to finally be happy!
  15. My Husband and Daddy...

    07/03/08 14:33:40 | 0 Comments

    ...are so wonderful...the men in my life have really turned out good for me - including my sons - at this, very moment, I feel so lucky...
  16. Today...

    07/02/08 21:09:20 | 0 Comments

    ...was a "bad missing Momma day." I thought of her and suddenly I was crying - I couldn't stop...my husband put his arms around me - I told him that if something goes wrong with the operation on Monday, and I don't wake up on earth - I'll still be happy because I'll be with her - I love her and lately I dream of her every night - sometimes I'm a little girl and sometimes I'm an adult...I love her so much - and I miss her so much - oh no - here I go again......
  17. UGH...

    07/02/08 10:20:02 | 0 Comments

    I had to do all the pre-op stuff...they CUT MY ARM AND MADE ME BLEED TO SEE HOW FAST I CLOT!! GOOD GRIEF!! I hate the site of blood! Everything IS A GO - it's going to be very painful - but - I dunno - we'll see...my husband is going to stay with me, he wants me to get a private room - like when we had the boys - he was there with me through it all - I'm glad we are "working" - I only wish things had worked out sooner - all of the chat room/post board garbage I went through...
  18. The operation...

    07/01/08 21:05:12 | 0 Comments

    ...is Monday, and the closer it gets, the more I feel frightened...
  19. My god-daughter...

    06/28/08 13:07:18 | 0 Comments

    ...is getting married in August...I'm throwing a lingerie shower for her today - she's a sweet girl, my husband's, brother's baby - I remember when she was born 22 years ago - DAMN TIME FLIED!
  20. George Carlin...

    06/23/08 17:31:58 | 0 Comments

    passed away...he was one of my favorite comedians...Momma, now don't wash out his mouth with soap when you see him up there...he meant well...
  21. Momma spoke to me today...

    06/21/08 18:47:50 | 0 Comments

    Mando was working out in the yard. Alex burned two fingertips on his right hand - something about he bent over to check the engine on the lawnmower (thank goodness it was not on) and he touched it and it was still very hot. He was in a lot of pain but not crying. I put ice on it and cold water. I heard Momma's voice, CLEARLY saying, "Hechale A and D ointment." (She used to swear by that stuff.) I went to the medicine cabinet and it was right in front... we hadn't used it in...
  22. AJ just left the Apple Store...

    06/20/08 20:19:25 | 0 Comments

    I worry about him when he has to help close the store...he's going to 19 in a few months - but I still worry. My husband says everything will be fine - but it's still worrisome..
  23. Friday...

    06/20/08 16:06:47 | 0 Comments

    ...and I have a sore throat...it's so dry outside we're headed for water rationing and my son works 'til late at Apple Comp. I just feel sort of sick today - it was a long week - I'm gonna snuggle up with my babe...
  24. Sitting at my iMac with my babe...

    06/18/08 19:10:14 | 0 Comments

    Uploading cds to iTunes...he found some cool cds at school and brought them home - Willie Nelson is playing right now - I love my babe...
  25. THE OPERATION...

    06/17/08 12:52:10 | 0 Comments

    OK, I'm breathing, I'm breathing - sort of frightened, but I'll be ok. The doctor's office just called and gave me the information for when my hysterectomy is scheduled. I'm a bit scared, but I bounced back pretty quickly when I had the boys by c-section - recovered in four weeks and I was told 6 - so I think things will be great! I have to keep reading this to make myself believe it...
  26. This war...

    06/16/08 16:04:07 | 0 Comments

    ...is wrong and IT SUX! I'm so sick of seeing and hearing about all of our soldiers who have died over there!!! And the living conditions that they must endure, as well as the terrible things they have to witness...this IS WRONG!
  27. New York...

    06/16/08 12:58:49 | 0 Comments

    It's funny how badly I want to return with my family...it was the time of my life...and I shared it with the most important people in my life - we bought furniture - I fell in love with it the minute I saw it on the showroom floor...funny...when the saleslady wrote up the ticket and printed it out, the furniture was called, "The Central Park" edition - ha! - I watched the Tony Awards last night and it only made me want to move there more - but we can't - not now - when my babe...
  28. He just called...

    06/16/08 12:54:52 | 0 Comments

    ...he's on his way home YAY! I've known this man for 27 years - lots of ups and downs - I hope this UP doesn't plummet any time soon - we're on a roll this time...nothing matters to me but him...and the boys...and my Daddy - and my sisters and brothers - am I finally full circle? I miss old friends, but if they don't miss me, it doesn't matter like it used to -
  29. Posting on boards...

    06/16/08 12:52:00 | 0 Comments

    ...is so "yesterday" for me - I can't find one I like and I don't feel like going back in time...I miss having pals online, but now that things are working for me in my personal life -there is just no time...it's been ages since I've spent this much time on Yuku - forget ezboard or aim - ugh - I've finally found myself and I'm about to turn 47 - sad, really sad...
  30. A pain...

    06/16/08 12:49:54 | 0 Comments

    Waiting to find out when I'm going to have this hysterectomy is a pain in the uterus! I HAVE to work Camp Edges right now until the end of June to have money for my son's college tuition! My poor babe is working his butt off too - and I know he's worried...really worried...I'm scared too - at least it's not cancer...it has to be the first week of July to give me time to recuperate before school starts in August - ugh - I wish that doc would call...
  31. My uterus...

    06/10/08 18:07:54 | 0 Comments

    ...has been the bane of my existence for the past 22 years - four miscarraiges, one stillbirth, and my two boys who had to be delivered c-section at 8 months...ugh - now this - well the doc says the hysterectomy is going to fix me right up - I hope he's right -
  32. Sometimes it sux to be me...

    02/07/08 17:25:13 | 0 Comments

    ...my friggin' iPod broke and can't be repaired - and I am soooo angry. My babe is getting me another one - but it pisses me off - ugh!
  33. FINALLY!

    02/02/08 09:39:00 | 0 Comments

    I finally got clearance to go back to work on Monday - thank goodness, I was GOING CRAZY!
  34. The Doc...

    01/26/08 07:51:14 | 0 Comments

    ..says writing to myself is therapeutic - I dunno - but - it feels wierd. I love to write - it's what I teach - but - writing to myself - I remember when I was little I kept a diary - key and all - but - I used to toss it aside after January and never kept it going - anyway - blah!
  35. I'm sick of being sick!

    01/25/08 09:22:24 | 0 Comments

    Darn it - just when I think I'm ok physically, the doctor calls and says I'm suffering from "severe chronic anemia." Losing Mom is difficult enough, I don't want to have to deal with this too!
  36. What's the problem?

    01/24/08 13:25:24 | 0 Comments

    I have a wonderful husband, two great sons...if only Momma were here - things would be perfect - :(...

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New York! I love you! TIMES SQUARE IS THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE! CONEY ISLAND IS GORGEOUS! One day we WILL return!
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    chainy

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    07/26/08

    Happy Belated Birthday!
    Hope it was a Good one! :)

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    chainy

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    07/14/08

    How did the operation go Anna? I hope all is well with you, I was reading alittle of your blog and when you mention your mother it reminded me of my feelings and how much I miss my own mother.. I just dreamt of her the other night and again we were looking for houses for me together(lol).. Time will slowly help you heal and the time between tears will be less and less but at the strangest of moments you will feel a need for tears and wonder what it's all about. It's you missing your mother! (((((((((((((((Anna)))))))))))))) I hope all went well with the Operation and that you bounce back quickly!

    Luv ya!


    07/14/08

    Reply from DatKrazeeTchr:

    Hey Chainy - I'm better - it's been a week and today was the first time I felt up to doing anything - they did the incision over my c-section incision(s) - but this was a bit more difficult than my c-sections...you're so wonderful-thank you for visiting and leaving me a comment...
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    chainy

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    07/03/08

    Happy 4th of July Anna :)

    07/03/08

    Reply from DatKrazeeTchr:

    Hey Chainy, Happy Fourth to you! I'm having a hysterectomy on Monday, so I'll be able to celebrate anything for a while...thanks for stopping by!
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    Arizona

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    06/27/08


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    Arizona

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    06/27/08

    Hi Anna :D! As you can see...it takes me forever to answer my comments, lol!

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